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  He shook his head and stared around at the small office-like space where he found himself.

  “Are you dream traveling or have you generated?” he said to her.

  “I’m still in dream travel form or otherwise I couldn’t see you,” she said, giving him a “duh” expression.

  “Oh, right,” he said and then focused on the machine taking up much of the small space. It wasn’t as new-looking as the one at the Institute.

  “Hop up here and I’ll generate your body first. Then I’ll go,” Rox said.

  “Uhhh…” He wasn’t sure he wanted this newbie generating his body for her first time around. “Why don’t you go first?”

  Rox stepped forward, an uncomfortably close distance from Zephyr. “Why? Are you scared? Think I’m going to mess up and generate your body so you’re suddenly some strange monster?” she said and her eyes looked so bright from that distance. Something in Zephyr unbuttoned. A carnal yearning that he knew at once belonged to the wolf. It made him want things he shouldn’t have. Think things that obscured his reason.

  “Never mind,” he said, shaking his head. “Generate the man in me and leave the wolf behind, would you?” Easily he pulled himself up so he was lying on the table of the GAD-C. It was strange to have a body in dream travel form and then also not. Apparently, it was just the mind’s representation of the human form since it can’t be unthought. People have bodies, no matter what. Even when dreaming. He looked over at Rox and noticed how her form looked almost the same as in the physical realm: long, slender legs, lean, muscular arms, collar bones peeking out of the pink leopard blouse. However, she was a shade lighter than in the physical realm, like a ghost of herself.

  “Are you ready to do some science?” she said, turning knobs and smashing down buttons.

  “No,” he said with a grunt just as a violent shiver rocketed through his body. It emptied him of air. It brought with it a sea of aches and sharp pinching sensations to his skin. Zephyr’s organs all screamed for attention, as though each were about to burst. And his head seared with a blue fire, one that he was certain would kill him.

  And then it was gone.

  All the pain, the torture. Totally gone. Everything had disappeared at once and all that remained were the howl-like screams that had started when the agony set him ablaze. Zephyr clapped a hand to his mouth and shot to a standing position. He was alone in the small room, but he knew that wasn’t really true. It was merely that he couldn’t see Rox because she was in the dream travel realm and he was now in the physical world. With a cursory glance down, Zephyr let out a breath of relief that his body appeared the same as it was, unchanged by the GAD-C.

  Zephyr pulled the blacked out Audi SUV up to the curb opposite the Magners’ mansion. The Lucidites had arranged everything from the private jet to the vehicle waiting for them at the airport. This was a well-endowed organization that provided the best of everything for its employees.

  Rox’s eyes trailed over the hand resting on the shifter and then up to the bicep flexing under Zephyr’s shirt. He was surprisingly not an awful driver like most. Her PTSD always flared when in a vehicle with a new driver. Maybe it was the claustrophobic space or the feeling of being trapped. For whatever reason, the painful memory always bolted to the forefront of her mind when in a car. She still tensed her jaw subconsciously when she thought about the night spent as a child trapped in the tiny shed at the back of her parents’ property. That memory was her greatest weakness and then also her very strength. The boys who had teased her for wearing messy cutoffs and a face full of pimples were the reason she had graduated early and gone on to pursue the FBI. They had always been her motivation for succeeding. Those boys maybe knew that fourteen-year-old Rox was stronger than most, but not that she had a superpower that made her resistant to pain. That’s why on that warm summer night, they quit wrestling Rox and instead overpowered her and locked her in the one-room shed. For hours she’d screamed for her parents, but when the dead of night filled the shed with pitch black, she gave up. Rox had nearly impenetrable skin. A resistance to abrasives, punches, and most attacks. However, she could be trapped and then become powerless. She could suffocate or starve or die from disease. Her skin made most medical treatments null and void anyway.

  But Zephyr’s driving hadn’t spooked the usual fear. He didn’t drive too fast or too slow. The car didn’t ride the bumpers of other cars and he used the brake with perfect timing. It was the first time in a long time that she’d felt a strange sense of comfort, like he was maybe just as competent as she was.

  “I wish I could get close enough to the house to use my x-ray vision,” he said, breaking into Rox’s roaming thoughts.

  “How close do you need to be?”

  “Ten to fifteen feet usually,” he said, leaning forward and squinting at the house with two turrets in the front, one on either side of the atrocity. It didn’t remind Rox of the lake house where she grew up in the country. It reminded her of the horrible McMansions that rich socialites built on tiny lots after tearing down cute bungalows. No one knew she came from nothing and had built a small nest egg which she’d use one day to buy a cottage on the top of a mountain. Something perfectly quaint.

  “So, this x-ray vision,” she said, her eyes traveling over to the giant oak tree in the front yard of the Magners’ house. It was the only thing she liked about the place. “Are you a pervert with it, checking out my lacy panties and bra when we’re in meetings?”

  Methodically, Zephyr turned his head and regarded Rox with a repulsed expression. “What? You’re a girl? One who wears a bra? I had no idea,” he said, and she guessed he was working hard to keep his eyes off the tight blouse she was sporting. She revolved toward the backseat, pulling her leather jacket from where it had been resting.

  “So, I’ll take that as a yes, then,” she said, pulling the jacket on and zipping it up to just where her cleavage began.

  “And no, I don’t. It takes effort and expends energy to use my x-ray vision. Those are both things that I won’t waste on you,” he said, his eyes now on the house again. “But since we’re playing the curious question game, if your skin is resistant then does that mean you’re numb?”

  “Pretty much, but not in certain areas. You know, the ones that count for pleasure,” she said with a wink, turning again to fetch something from the backseat. When she spun back around she held up a blue leash.

  “What’s that for?” Zephyr said, his eyes going skinny with anger.

  “It’s your excuse for getting close to the house. You lost your dog and are going door to door to find him. Let’s call him Kay-Kay, just to be cute. You know, for Kaleb,” Rox said.

  “That’s so fucking cute,” he said, grabbing the leash with an irritated force.

  “Go round up your doggy,” Rox said, smiling wide.

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  “Dreaming and dream traveling are both conducive to keeping the balance of the consciousness.”

  - Lucidite Employee Manual

  “I thought I’d find you here,” Connor said, pulling a chair out from the conference room table.

  Adelaide lifted her eyes from her father’s book and regarded him with indignation; it was a look she wore often. “Wow, you’re a bloody detective,” she said dryly.

  “You’re British,” he said, no question in his voice.

  “You’re a drug addict,” she said on the cusp of his words.

  His green eyes closed for a half beat when he took a seat. She observed the steady breath he pulled in and he looked less flustered when he opened his eyes again. “Information from my file? I’m guessing the Lucidites know everything of relevance about me,” he said.

  “You guessed right, but you’ve lived a fairly boring life. You don’t even have any hobbies. Like isn’t it required for American boys to play football or baseball?” she said, her eyes back on her book, her attention on Connor.

  “Those are some detailed files. I played video games growing up, does that count
?” he said, his eyes on her hand resting on the thick pages of the leather-bound book.

  “No, it just confirms that you’re a loser,” she said.

  “What are your hobbies?” he said, and for Connor to show any curiosity in another person was rare. Adelaide knew that from his file. He’d been described by a so-called friend as not really a wallflower, but more of an apathetic large piece of artwork. Connor was as sturdy as a statue and usually just as still. And yet people noticed him because of his piercing green eyes that seemed to be judging the world harshly.

  “I grew up penniless, so not a lot of money for riding lessons or whatnot,” Adelaide said, her eyes narrowing on a phrase from her father’s book.

  “You don’t choose what makes you happy, or who, but when you find it, never fucking let it go.”

  She didn’t like that phrase and she didn’t know why.

  “But now you’re a hotshot agent for what the Dream Traveler Codex calls ‘the most powerful organization in the world,’” he said and then watched as Adelaide’s face transformed. “Why’d that make you smile?”

  “What? I didn’t smile,” she said, tucking the book up higher to cover her expression, which she realized had actually contained a smile of sorts. Those were Ren’s words: “the most powerful organization in the world.” He was a prideful man and spoke highly about the Lucidites. She remembered the first time she entered the Institute, she’d been extremely pregnant. Her father, who hadn’t approved of her “ruining [her] life by having a monster,” had hidden away from her for a month. However, later, she firmly believed he thought that Lucien was the best thing to happen to the family. He made Pops happy. Sometimes her son made her happy. Usually, though, he just made her feel like a failure, but Ren had said that was typical. “Our children bring out our greatest weaknesses,” he said to her one time. However, Adelaide wasn’t giving up on Lucien, even if the boy still ran from her. She had started off by hating her father and now he was the most important person in her life, even being dead. One day she’d fix things with Lucien, she’d make him fall in love with her, but first she needed to fall in love with herself. That message, in so many words, had been the first thing she read from the book that morning. Randomly she’d open Ren’s book upon waking, as it was always the first thing she did every day. And from the artificial light of her room she read:

  “You can save the world, but if you don’t save yourself then it will never matter.”

  “You did just smile. I saw it,” Connor said, challenging her. And now he was almost smiling too, she observed. The scarf he wore partially obscured the tattoo on his neck, under the gauge in his right ear. It was cold in the Institute, but she thought he wore the scarf to cover the tattoo, rather than to stay warm. Strange place to put a tattoo and then try and hide it. For coverage, he should have grown out his brownish hair, which had an essence of red to it. Connor’s hair wasn’t vibrant red like hers, but rather the softer shade that people go to great lengths to dye their natural color to. His hair stuck up on the top a couple inches and was mostly shaved on the sides. He wasn’t bad to look at, although most people’s faces made her want to puke.

  “What’s that book?” he said, breaking the staring contest they’d unknowingly entered into.

  She slapped it shut immediately. “Nothing,” she said, pulling it to her chest.

  Again, another half-smile on his face. “So something of great importance, then?”

  “No, it’s nothing. Just a dumb book,” she said.

  “A dumb book you take everywhere you go. Is it a diary?” he said.

  “God no!” she said, repulsed by the idea. “More like a field journal.”

  “Yours?” he said, not seeming to want to shut up, as she wished he would.

  “No, it’s not,” Adelaide said, and wasn’t sure why she’d told him this. She should have told him to fuck off or used mind control to get him to leave or stand on his head.

  “Do you want to see what my psychic power is?” he said.

  Oh, that’s right, his power would have surfaced, she thought. Maybe it had lain dormant due to his condition and being starved. “When did you get it?” she asked.

  “Right before you all rescued me and I passed out. Since I’ve been here it’s gotten stronger. It’s really amazing. I want to show you,” he said, and there was a pureness in his voice, like he was keenly interested in sharing something of importance with her. This didn’t make sense to the girl who never trusted anyone, well, almost no one.

  Connor extended his hand. “Can I hold your book? I promise not to open it.”

  She eyed his hand and then him. Adelaide didn’t know why his gift would involve holding an object. Maybe it was levitation or telekinesis. Either of those would seem like a cool skill to a guy who is used to being a lame Middling, she thought. However, most people’s skills didn’t impress Adelaide. Zephyr controlling wind wasn’t even that impressive. Great, he could give her a bad hair day. The thing was, because she controlled people with her mind and read thoughts, most others’ skills paled in all ways to hers. But for some reason she extended her hand and placed her most prized possession in his palm.

  Connor closed his eyes, his large hands on the leather-bound book. When he opened them, there was almost a green glow to his eyes. “This was your father’s book,” he stated.

  “How do you know that?” she said, standing at once, feeling herself tremble inside.

  He stood too, his hands still wrapped around the book. “He’s the main author of the codex.”

  She lurched forward, yanking the book from him. “So your skill is psychometry. Whatever,” she said. Aiden, the head scientist, also had this skill. It allowed him to hold any object and know who it belonged to and where it came from. He felt the energy of the person, and sometimes the history of the object.

  “Ren Lewis, he’s your father…” Connor said, his eyes low now, his mind seeming to wrap around this idea.

  Adelaide tried to remember what the codex said about her father. He’d written most of it. His biography would have been in there and Connor seemed to have memorized the bloody book.

  “He was the head of the strategic department,” he said, his gaze distant, and then he looked at her, a spark in his eyes. “The chapters he wrote... They stood out from the other ones, the ones Aiden and Trey wrote. Ren’s came alive with knowledge and power. Your father is an incredibly impressive man, and that’s his book,” he said, pointing, his eyes seeming to know so much more than he was saying.

  “Was,” she said, her voice sharp.

  “What?” he said, blinking.

  “My father was the most impressive man to ever live. And now he’s fucking dead,” she said.

  “Oh, I’m sorry,” Connor said, and he did look sorry, like the death was a personal one, like he understood the weight of the world losing Ren Lewis.

  “Don’t be. People live and people die. It’s not a big tragedy. And he’s probably not even dead, knowing him,” she said, her eyes on the book in her hands.

  “What? Like he faked his death?” he asked.

  “No, like he’s in a parallel universe or a dreamscape or some other bullshit,” she said, her words suddenly tight and full of her vehemence.

  “I like to read too. I guess you could call that my hobby, sort of,” Connor said, his voice low, making Adelaide calmer.

  “You know from touching the book that my father read a lot?” she said.

  He shook his head, a coy smile tucked at the corner of his mouth. “I know from touching the book that you’re an avid reader. The book belongs to you now. My gift told me a bit about both its owners.”

  She struggled to swallow, not even wanting to fathom what he now knew about her. “Here, follow me,” she said.

  “Where to?” Connor said, another curious look on his face.

  “I’ll show you the Lucidite library. It’s the most amazing place you’ve ever seen,” she said, her voice full of the smile that wasn’t on her face.


  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  “Employees found taking extra breaks or long lunch hours will be terminated. The work here is top priority.”

  - Olento Research Employee Manual

  Zephyr discovered himself whistling like he was casually taking a walk up to the Magners’ house. He spun the leash in his hands, around and around. Rox had been crazy to plan such a cover, but he admitted that it gave him the reason he needed to approach the house. Once at the front door, his x-ray vision would tell him who was inside, most likely, depending on the size of the mansion before him.

  The cobbled path that led to the double doors was streaked with light streaming through the neighboring oak tree overhead. Zephyr paused ten feet from the front door, his instinct piquing for a reason not clear to him. Three things then happened all at once. A car’s engine in the distance grew louder as it neared on the quiet street. Eyes, like those of a canine, shone in the dark of a yard across the street. And Zephyr heard the crack of a twig next to the oak tree. He froze, his hair standing up on his arms. His pupils narrowed. His breath grew hot with adrenaline.

  Morgan stepped forward, the blasted twig crunching under his foot as he did. Zephyr’s gray eyes snapped on him at lightning speed. Well, they shot to where he stood, but the werewolf couldn’t see him.

  Morgan couldn’t believe his luck. If he showed up to Olento Research with the prized Zephyr Flournoy, then Mika would reward him greatly. He’d read the files for all the subjects in Project Canis Lupus and knew Zephyr was a prized asset. Actually it was he and Kris who had abducted all of the men in the project, sneaking up on them while invisible and then knocking them out. It was a cinch.